In trying to get from one side of my postage-stamp-sized apartment to the other – unsuccessfully due to the large number of boxes and bags and piles of mess – this thought appeared inside my head, clear as day:
I create obstacles for myself. Literally, and figuratively.
In an attempt to clean up, I most certainly always make more of a mess first.
Make any task seem larger than it originally was, thereby paralyzing myself from taking care of the matter swiftly and efficiently.
Case in point this evening; empty all contents of box filled with holiday decorations onto floor in an attempt to add a bit of holiday cheer to my otherwise downtrodden disposition.
The curious thing is that almost always I am able to create beauty out of the chaos. Unhealthy as the tactic may be.
Here’s to another day of creativity…