It has come to my attention that I am avoiding the inevitable; which is to say that I am living in denial; which is to say that I thought I had a handle on my life situation; only to find out I have no such thing.
Money is the root of the problem. Or well, the stem, more likely. The cause I believe is much, much deeper. Something I have not the tools to unearth at this moment in time.
I have not been taking care of myself and the lack of self-love is seeping out in the worst of ways. Toxic to myself and those around me.
It is time. To get a grip and pull out the lifeless blooms. So that new life may grow.
Here’s to another day of creativity…