I am coming to be able to recognize when I’m in an unhealthy relationship [I use that term to cover varying degrees of union with another person] because it feels better to be IN something than OUT of anything.
I’m not able to see, however, whether I am – or ever have been – in a relationship for the ‘right’ reasons.
I feel quite unnerved by this realization – that I quite possibly don’t know how to find a successful, loving partnership.
Or maybe, as it was pointed out to me, perhaps I just spend too much time in my own damn head because… I don’t own a tv with which to practice the art of zoning out.
Here’s to another day of creativity…